| I can't wait for the next month to pass. I just hope I can hold it all together until then and not fall apart.
Today's been such a tough day and things are really taking a toll on me. I'm sick of leading, sick of managing people, sick of resolving conflicts, sick of being sleep deprived, sick of not having enough time for family and friends, and sick of not being able to do everything perfectly the way it should be done.
I gotta start going to church. I need something to hold me together.
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| I think Im burnt out. Im exhausted but I can't sleep. Why can everyone else handle a million things at once but I can't?
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| There's a man named Jim in the Faculty of Medicine that looks after our group's accounts. I've only known him for about a year and interacted with him only on a few occasions, but whenever I needed him he was always prompt and got the job done right the first time. Over the last few months or so I noticed he wasn't around very often but never gave it much thought.
Anyways, remember my post a few weeks ago spazzing out about how I only got paid $160? Jim took care of it for me in less than 24 hours. I really appreciated him making it a priority and getting it sorted out so quickly (and yes I told him so). Who would have thought that at the same time, that man was living through a nightmare? I received an email yesterday that his wife had lost her battle against cancer and passed away...I feel guilty that I took away time that he could have spent with his wife to sort out my stupid salary issue. The funeral was this evening but I wasn't able to attend. I'll definitely be saying a prayer for Jim and his family tonight before I go to bed.
Rest in peace Karen...
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| If the amount of pride that I have swallowed today was a food item, I would have choked and died. |
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| when it rains, it pours. And the wind blows hard, randomly in all directions, and at violent speeds. Can't wait for the storm to blow over... |
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